Family

You talk like I’m not there.
Well, guess what?
I don’t care.
I don’t’ care the way you complain,
That I’m a bitch or I’m insane.
You don’t hurt my feelings,
When you try and give me verbal beatings
You act like you’ve done nothing wrong,
But trust me asshole,
You’ve been misguided all along.

Just because we’re family,
Just because I’m stuck with you,
Does not mean that I’m gonna be loving,
Living the first part of my life with you.

You tell me not to call them names,
You tell me not to play hurtful games,
But guess what hypocrite?
You do the same.
You don’t get it,
You don’t see,
That really,
You’re not the only one who can’t stand me.

I hate myself,
Almost as much as I hate you.
So, fuck yourself,
And make your dreams come true.

I’m not happy right now,
And where you’re around I never will be,
Now it’s time for me to bow,
Out of this so-fake scene.
And hopefully once I’m gone,
That’s the last you’ll see of me.

I don’t love you,
I have no reason to.
And just because you’re family,
Doesn’t mean I have to stand by you.

Maybe you’ll notice,
Maybe you’ll see,
That when you’re hurt and dying,
You won’t have me.
First chance I get,
I’m gone.
I should have left earlier,
Because I’ve hated you all along.

So, good riddance,
I hope,
We never see each other again,
And now as I tie this rope,
May my life come to an end.