she'll never know

Will she ever know?

How much I adore her.
How much I want to be with her.
How much I love her and would do anything to have her.

I guess she wont.
Im practically invisible to her.
She sees me as an object, and not a person, just like everyone else.
I only wish she could look on the inside and not care about the outsie.
My physical looks, how good i dress, and how big my boobs are.
I just wish i could hve a real relationship with her.

All she thinks when she sees me is just envisioning us having sex.
I can clearly see it too.
Hot heavy passion. Sweet lustful love. Lookin deep into each other's eyes, the futher we go. We say i love you and kiss. For the longest time. We love being so erotic.
Maybe it will happen one day sooner than we both think.
But i wont allow that if she continues to be the way she does.
Only wants me as a fuck buddy.

I can seeit now...
Our future.
Datng, marriage and possibly kids.
I would give up everything to spend the rest of my life with her.
That is how much she means to me.
If only she could see it.

I wonder if she'll ever know..

How much I adore her.
How much I want to be with her.
How much I love her and would do anything to have her.