Suicidal Love

I always wondered if you’d miss me,
I doubted you would
But it’d be nice
I love you and I always will,
Is what I always longed to say to you
But I never would,
I was too shy

Then she came along
And stole your heart
And mine was breaking
Breaking in a million tiny shards

The pain became unbearable,
Especially when she’d sit on your knee
And kiss your lips

So I took to thy razor,
My only friend
The only thing that cared
That took away my pain,
Even if only for a few minutes at a time,
It helped me feel a little better

Then one night,
I decided it was too much,
The pain was too unbearable

So I called your house, crying
I love you, and I always will,
Annabelle, wait, you cried,
Just before I hung up

I ran to the bathroom quickly,
My family was out,
They wouldn’t be home for hours
I doubt they’d even care
It’s not like they have before

I pulled out my only friend
And cried,
I cried so hard
Then I dug the sharp, cold steel deep into my veins

I was lying on the floor when you found me,
You were soaking wet,
You must’ve run through the rain to get here
You cried out and dropped to your knees when you saw me
The tears falling from your eyes

No, you whispered softly, your voice breaking
You took my limp, almost lifeless body into your arms
I love you Annabelle, I always have, you say

I smile now, just a little bit
I become weaker, so close to death now
So close,
Your tears land on my face as I whisper back, I love you too
You hold me tightly and press your lips to mine

You take the razor from my hands,
And press it deep into your veins like I did,
And we die together, in each others arms
To spend an eternity together in a peacful afterlife