I never wanted to love you

Believe me I never wanted it this way
I've begged for a change ever since the day
You told me it was over and broke my heart
That you didn't love me, and knew it from the start

I cried my eyes out over you
You just had to tell me we were through
For six whole months I wanted you back
But then I met a new boy and he got me back on track

I told him I loved him
He said he loved me too
He was so perfect, more so then you

But then one day I logged on MSN
Saw your screen name once again
Opened a window and started to type
And suddenly I remember what you were like
Before you left and crippled my mind
Which I'm hoping will heal over time

But what really matters is you stole my heart back
Without even warning me of the attack
So after nine long months you're back on my mind
And I know I'm running out of time
To get over you and all we were
Even though I'm so damn sure
You're the only one for me
I'm sure you'll never see
This situation the way I do
So that's why our friendship isofficially through
But believe me, I never wanted this to be true