Always been

Always be the one to suffer
Always be the one to cry
Always be the one to have patience
To someone who doesn’t mind

How does the mind teach the heart?
Of the things he kept on doing
Which is hurting me so much more?
Than the one who loved me before

Maybe I should leave him alone
Though I know that he’ll agree
This feeling inside of me
It cannot be kept anymore

Here I am now lying on the floor
Contemplating about the decision to make
Will I still be the same old me
Who he blames for every mistake
Or would I change for the better
One who would keep a stoned heart?