do you ever...

Do you Ever…

Do you ever feel like it’s impossible to change?
And when you make the effort to, the past gets shoved back in your face.

Do you ever feel like no one is there beside you?
To hold you when you’re down, or to wipe away your tears.

Do you ever feel like you’re being compared?
To someone who is a polar opposite to you.

Do you ever feel like no one trusts you?
That they don’t think you’ll do what you’ve promised.

That’s the way I feel today.
Like no one understands these feeling,
I feel.

Some people say ‘I know how you feel’.
Well, you don’t!
You’re not me!
You don’t fucking know me!
You don’t know what I need or want, either.

Just leave me be.

Do you ever feel like you may not amount to anything?
That your just wasting time.

Do you ever feel like you’ll never find love that will last?

And you’re hopping that college will be a blast.

Do ever feel like once you get out into the real world, you’re fucked?

That’s the way I feel today.
Like I have no fucking clue what to do.
I don’t know what to be,
Or who I will see.

I don’t fucking know what I need!
I don’t fucking know what I want!
There’s too fucking much to choose from.

The real world is creeping up on me
Just leave me be.

Do you ever feel like everyone is the same?
That everyone doesn’t want to be unique anymore.

And to the people that want to be me:
Fuck Off!
I am my own person.
You can’t copy my personality.
Just tell me why you want to be me?!

Do you ever feel that you’re growing old?
That you’re being pushed to make life changing decisions,
Too fast.

Do you ever wish that you could go back to when you were six?
And didn’t have a care in the world.
When you didn’t have to deal with adult-hood.

I do! I DO TODAY!

My head buzzing with different options.
I wish I could make the buzzing stop.
I wish I could just leave myself be!

Just Leave Me Be!

Do you ever…..