Pain

You took my life
And flipped it around
You made my soul
Want to stay bound

I'm not the same
And I know you know why
But it gets to me
Just how much you lie

You hurt me
Deep, deep down you did
And the only thing I wish I could have done
....Was hid

You just don't know
The pain that I go through
With everything I have done
Everything I do

I cry
I scream
Only to wake up
And realize it isn't a dream

My life has changed
Because of what you've done
And every time I see you
I just want to run

You made me how I am
Every bit and piece
Making me want to curse you
Just to say the least

The things I could call you
The words I could say
Just to see you in pain
Would really make my day

All I want is to be me again
The laughs and smiles
But I will never be that way again
Not for a long while