Love is the sound of your soul going to hell

I didn't know what you wanted from me because I didn't care about you anymore.
I had no feelings for you.
Well, that's what my body was saying.
But my heart beat fast when I was next to you,
I did have feelings but I just couldn't say.
My body and mind weren't thinking the same
And I didn't know what to do with myself.

You reached out for me in the dark,
But I didn't look at you.
The final words you said weren't true,
I just know that those words weren't true.
That's what my mind was saying.
But my body went to you and you hugged me close to you.
My heart beat faster as I knew the end was coming fast.

You said "I love you" as you hugged me close to you,
Close enough that I saw one hand in the back.
I looked at the weapon in your hand,
I screamed when you stabbed it into me.
No one heard as you kept on stabbing,
Stabbing my heart as I fell to the ground.

"I told you..." my mind told me and I couldn't move at all.
My body tried to get up but my mind kept on telling, "I told you so..."
And it went black in front of me.

Now I see you with another girl,
I really don't care because I'm dead.
What can I do?
I saw you holding that deadly knife,
I pulled the girl away as you put the weapon in the air.

I saw you fall down the steps and look up,
Swearing and screaming someone's name.
Calling my name as your eyes began to close.
Calling my name as you gasp and fall.

Now you're in my world,
Still screaming away.
As I smirk and say,
"Did you get what you deserve?"