Forgetting

I wish there was a reason
That I could say
I love you
so

but in the end there is truth
that tells me what
I fear and
know

To tell you all these secrets
Would burn my heart
away from
you

And to bare my soul broken
would break my heart
to tear joy
too

One hundred melted lovers
compare nothing
and know loss
reigns

If only a hundred could
know you truly
and hide fear
away

Yet the fear that we both hide
is the ending
to a sad
lullaby

And in truth we only know
breaks back and bone
to form our
lies.
♠ ♠ ♠
This one was written as one of those super personal poems I don't get unless I'm in the right frame of mind. If I remember correctly it was speaking towards moving on by simply forgetting and aiming for a future, but the sad tinge comes in the regret that moving on often is accompanied by.