Not Okay, Not Ever Again
Dead time
You push me
I fall into your arms
Oh honey, you play a good game
But look what happens when you say the wrong thing
And now your arms are gone
And this is done
But things still aren’t any better
~I cry in my dreams
Another damn night alone
But it seems
To me
Seems
I see
The demon in your smile
Didn’t catch it before~
So the fall
And all
It’s timed out and lost its appeal
Now I sink into my thoughts
And the past, it wraps me
In a shroud of blinding uncertainty
And I steal away
To the place
Where you up and showed your colors
Now I’m dying to paint you black
At least I’d have my heart back
~ I cry in my dreams
Another damn night alone
But it seems
To me
Seems
I see
The demon in your smile
Didn’t catch it before~
Baby, didn’t I tell you
You’d break me someday
Well I’d say it’s okay
But the fire in me
Is gone
And the smile on my face
Is my great escape
Out of it all
Into the fall
Dead time
Boys and girls
It’s the story that never will end
Because one fucking mistake
Landed me here
And I can’t go back to the start
If I could, I wouldn’t
Let him
Steal my heart
You push me
I fall into your arms
Oh honey, you play a good game
But look what happens when you say the wrong thing
And now your arms are gone
And this is done
But things still aren’t any better
~I cry in my dreams
Another damn night alone
But it seems
To me
Seems
I see
The demon in your smile
Didn’t catch it before~
So the fall
And all
It’s timed out and lost its appeal
Now I sink into my thoughts
And the past, it wraps me
In a shroud of blinding uncertainty
And I steal away
To the place
Where you up and showed your colors
Now I’m dying to paint you black
At least I’d have my heart back
~ I cry in my dreams
Another damn night alone
But it seems
To me
Seems
I see
The demon in your smile
Didn’t catch it before~
Baby, didn’t I tell you
You’d break me someday
Well I’d say it’s okay
But the fire in me
Is gone
And the smile on my face
Is my great escape
Out of it all
Into the fall
Dead time
Boys and girls
It’s the story that never will end
Because one fucking mistake
Landed me here
And I can’t go back to the start
If I could, I wouldn’t
Let him
Steal my heart