Excuse

Somehow I can't
Write out what's on my mind
My heart feels like it's bleeding
My throat refuses to open

I know that I'm happy
I'm perfectly okay
But on the inside somethings dead
I don't know how or why

But everything just
Wants to die
It wants to burn
And I want to hurt

Maybe then I suppose
You'd have an extra excuse
To hold me tight
That perfect way you do

Only thirteen days
But I already know
I would die
Without you