22 Wishes

"Starlight, star bright,
first star I see tonight,
o- WISH I may, o- WISH I might,
I hope my WISH comes true tonight..."

I WISH I could fix every hole that I tore,
I WISH thinking of her didnt make my heart sore,
I WISH that all these bad thoughts didnt knock at my door,
I WISH that- f**k this... Id just be ignored...

I WISH I could stay here, watching the sun sinking-
under the horizon, the evening star winking-
at me, standing here, WISHING that my WISH-
could be granted, I know Im being foolish,
putting my hope into this, it would seem bizarre-
to an intelligent person, WISHING on a star...

"Starlight, star bright,
first star I see tonight
o- WISH I may, o- WISH I might,
I know my WISH wont come true tonight..."

I WISH alot of things could and would be,
I WISH someone out there could see inside me,
I want to be told what I look like inside,
is there anything in there, or has it all died?

I WISH I could make sure nothing was wrong ever,
I WISH It would matter to never say never,
I WISH she would love me the way I love her,
I WISH I could stop saying that to myself, to the evening star,
the rhyme my grandmother taught me echoing from afar...

"Starlight, star bright,
first star I see tonight
o- WISH I may, o- WISH I might-"
why am I sitting here wasting my time tonight?