Slashes & Stab Wounds
My eyes have sunk in, my hearts been ripped out
my throat is bleeding, torn up by my shouts
my veins are sliced open, I'm bleeding inside
beneath my cold surface my immortal soul died...
Its hard to go on with nothing within
hard to start a fire where flames wont begin
I'm pissed with pretending shit wont get me down
I'm pissed with myself, shit refuses to drown
I remember sweet days(before I was bitter)
free from these ways(no cutter, no slitter)
when the sun was above(now not even a flicker)
when I believed in love(hell, call me a quitter...)
Her words(this knife)stab at my arm
Cut short(this life) the bitter/sweet harm
Her whispers(to him)are as loud as a roar
Her smiles(so grim)just hurt me some more...
Shes happy(without me)so why should I care??
And why don't I(feel good?)need to be there?
She gestures(hate festers)she plays with her hair...
I hate this(CANT TAKE THIS)why the HELL do I care??
I forgot those old times/torn out of my head
I forgot happy rhymes/torn up, I feel dead
I hate all these people/hate these arms torn to shreds
Scars shaped like a steeple/carved by the life that I led
Why do I love her so much? Why the hell do I hurt?
Im so close but cant touch her heart just through her shirt
And I cant see through the fog that sits just past my eyes
And it hurts so much more that I CAN see through these lies...
It hurts/oh it burns/this kills me inside
It :stabs:/twists and turns/now its red tears I cry
These scars/subtle /// slashes/I cant ignore
Her face~long eyelashes~burns me even more...
///I hate myself:SO MUCH:: I gotta //die/
/So ANGRY/// ::SO PISSED OFF:/ Body language cant LIE/
::OH/ I HATE/:: ALL OF YOU/ I CANT PRETEND ANYMORE
i hate how i love but don't find what i came for...
With my days like this my demise (so bitter/sweet) nears
every day always drenched in these (bitter/sweet) tears
I cant kiss this sorrow and hatred a slow (bitter) goodbye
But I cant keep pretending... (so long MR-NICE-GUY)
So GOODBYE good doctor///HELLO MR HYDE
what the F**K do I do now that my humanity died?
I caress these bloody//SLASHES// the pain slowly creeps out
Only these BITTER//SWEET stab wounds know what Im talking about
my throat is bleeding, torn up by my shouts
my veins are sliced open, I'm bleeding inside
beneath my cold surface my immortal soul died...
Its hard to go on with nothing within
hard to start a fire where flames wont begin
I'm pissed with pretending shit wont get me down
I'm pissed with myself, shit refuses to drown
I remember sweet days(before I was bitter)
free from these ways(no cutter, no slitter)
when the sun was above(now not even a flicker)
when I believed in love(hell, call me a quitter...)
Her words(this knife)stab at my arm
Cut short(this life) the bitter/sweet harm
Her whispers(to him)are as loud as a roar
Her smiles(so grim)just hurt me some more...
Shes happy(without me)so why should I care??
And why don't I(feel good?)need to be there?
She gestures(hate festers)she plays with her hair...
I hate this(CANT TAKE THIS)why the HELL do I care??
I forgot those old times/torn out of my head
I forgot happy rhymes/torn up, I feel dead
I hate all these people/hate these arms torn to shreds
Scars shaped like a steeple/carved by the life that I led
Why do I love her so much? Why the hell do I hurt?
Im so close but cant touch her heart just through her shirt
And I cant see through the fog that sits just past my eyes
And it hurts so much more that I CAN see through these lies...
It hurts/oh it burns/this kills me inside
It :stabs:/twists and turns/now its red tears I cry
These scars/subtle /// slashes/I cant ignore
Her face~long eyelashes~burns me even more...
///I hate myself:SO MUCH:: I gotta //die/
/So ANGRY/// ::SO PISSED OFF:/ Body language cant LIE/
::OH/ I HATE/:: ALL OF YOU/ I CANT PRETEND ANYMORE
i hate how i love but don't find what i came for...
With my days like this my demise (so bitter/sweet) nears
every day always drenched in these (bitter/sweet) tears
I cant kiss this sorrow and hatred a slow (bitter) goodbye
But I cant keep pretending... (so long MR-NICE-GUY)
So GOODBYE good doctor///HELLO MR HYDE
what the F**K do I do now that my humanity died?
I caress these bloody//SLASHES// the pain slowly creeps out
Only these BITTER//SWEET stab wounds know what Im talking about