Disturbed and Blurred

My legs are shaking and my mind is racing.
My sights disturbed and blurred.
The world is dark, though somewhere the sun is shining.
Tell me where to go, and I’ll follow.
The world is changing while I’m still mending.
I let go, while tunes are pulsating in to my ears, and through out my body.
No more distressed yells and promises falling through.
One day I’ll be kissing the concrete
Crossing state lines, while my hearts beats,
Just for this, while writing words of what I miss
Would you say words full of piss?
Or would you think hard before you diss?
If you could only see,
That one day, I’ll be just where I need to be.