YOU
Watching the blood helps me keep sane
I've always wondered what it'll be like
But now I'm not the same
As I've cut my wrists with a knife
I've never thought I'd be this way
I always thought that I was happy
But I seem to be suffocating
And all I wanted was to be free
I've felt the cold bloody blade
Open up my wrists
I wonder when I'm gone
Will I go a miss?
You think you know everything about me
You didn't know you've been holding me down
You thought you were my best friend
But it was YOU I wanted to drown
I really needed to hurt myself
I needed to make myself scream
I was the one everyone hated the one to be last picked
On the friendship teams
So I'm trying to hold myself up
But I seem to be letting go
And when all this time you though I was high
I've been slipping way to low
So now I'll cut
Right through my vain
And when you say goodbye to me
Then maybe you'll feel my pain
I've always wondered what it'll be like
But now I'm not the same
As I've cut my wrists with a knife
I've never thought I'd be this way
I always thought that I was happy
But I seem to be suffocating
And all I wanted was to be free
I've felt the cold bloody blade
Open up my wrists
I wonder when I'm gone
Will I go a miss?
You think you know everything about me
You didn't know you've been holding me down
You thought you were my best friend
But it was YOU I wanted to drown
I really needed to hurt myself
I needed to make myself scream
I was the one everyone hated the one to be last picked
On the friendship teams
So I'm trying to hold myself up
But I seem to be letting go
And when all this time you though I was high
I've been slipping way to low
So now I'll cut
Right through my vain
And when you say goodbye to me
Then maybe you'll feel my pain