I Need Help...This...

Heartache
Loneliness
Pain
Sadness

I need help
can't take the pain
so many meds
to keep me sane

yes I'm mental
no one loves me
voices in my head
please leave me be

no friends
no one cares
they think I'm crazy
everyone stares

I need help
I need friends
just one person
whoever He sends

This loneliness
it slowly kills
but I get through
because of the pills

The heartache
can't anyone see?
Imprisoned within myself
I need love to set me free

This sadness
eats my life away
overwhelming
sorry for the delay

This pain
so unbearable
maybe ending my life
isn't so terrible

Mourners arrive
so very few
the only one who cared
sitting in the front pew