Thoughts and Actions

12:00a.m.
lost in a depression
thinking about how everyone is somewhere
and here I am, eating chocolate, alone
wishing for natural disasters

1:00a.m.
lost in a daze
thinking about suicide
and how to get out of this
wishing for a change

2:00a.m.
lost in tears
thinking about how sick I am
and how I almost jumped
wishing I did

3:00a.m.
lost in my mind
thinking about everything and nothing
and I just took every pill I could find
wishing I had more

4:00a.m.
lost in a deep sleep
thinking about nothing
and it might stay this way
wishing I don't wake up

5:00
lost in a whirlwind of movement
thinking about everything around me
and I don't recognize anyone
wishing they wouldn't try to save me

6:00a.m.
lost in bright lights
thinking about my numbness
and the hospital bed underneath me
wishing it was just too late

Too late to be saved
from another average friday night