Thoughts and Actions
12:00a.m.
lost in a depression
thinking about how everyone is somewhere
and here I am, eating chocolate, alone
wishing for natural disasters
1:00a.m.
lost in a daze
thinking about suicide
and how to get out of this
wishing for a change
2:00a.m.
lost in tears
thinking about how sick I am
and how I almost jumped
wishing I did
3:00a.m.
lost in my mind
thinking about everything and nothing
and I just took every pill I could find
wishing I had more
4:00a.m.
lost in a deep sleep
thinking about nothing
and it might stay this way
wishing I don't wake up
5:00
lost in a whirlwind of movement
thinking about everything around me
and I don't recognize anyone
wishing they wouldn't try to save me
6:00a.m.
lost in bright lights
thinking about my numbness
and the hospital bed underneath me
wishing it was just too late
Too late to be saved
from another average friday night
lost in a depression
thinking about how everyone is somewhere
and here I am, eating chocolate, alone
wishing for natural disasters
1:00a.m.
lost in a daze
thinking about suicide
and how to get out of this
wishing for a change
2:00a.m.
lost in tears
thinking about how sick I am
and how I almost jumped
wishing I did
3:00a.m.
lost in my mind
thinking about everything and nothing
and I just took every pill I could find
wishing I had more
4:00a.m.
lost in a deep sleep
thinking about nothing
and it might stay this way
wishing I don't wake up
5:00
lost in a whirlwind of movement
thinking about everything around me
and I don't recognize anyone
wishing they wouldn't try to save me
6:00a.m.
lost in bright lights
thinking about my numbness
and the hospital bed underneath me
wishing it was just too late
Too late to be saved
from another average friday night