I can feel the Pressure

I can feel the pressure
As it pops out my ears,
The fake smile, giggles and laugh is all they hear.
So I am done with it! All this Choices, facts and rumors.
Crack a joke, fake a smile, make a friend it's all in humor.
But as I feel all of them, friends, depart,
I feel a smallbreak in my big heart.

Now I can feel the pressure, closing in,
Scream so fucking loud it's a sin.
It's choking me down
It's getting closer now.
Sitting all alone,
On my own.
Because I'm better offwithout you.
And your better offwithout me.

Now.. I can't feel any more.