I Never Meant, What I Had Said.

When I said , I never meant
I wish I wouldn’t have sent,
You had to see, mad as I could be ,
When you never even understood me,
I said sorry and apologized, I never meant what I had said,
You took it serious, like how I wished my wrist would have bled,
A darkness from the past, had come and made its return, more trouble sets ahead,
I am so sorry for typing that, theirs stuff I say I never mean,
Im sorry for everything I said, I was just so mad, my love for you is like, something indescribable,
I was so angry, and what I had discovered, you were still my lover,
Im saying sorry through this long lasting poem.
I just wish you could see, the pain I feel, I could look in a mirror,
And know what’s sealed. I feel like a character, from a story book out of the past.
But there is no deal, Im just sorry for not making it last,
when you read what I had said, I never meant for it to hurt.
You were angry, you were hurt, but now you know how it feels, to be treated like dirt.