Pain Hurts The Most
I hate this pain, I hate this feeling.
My life is always the same, will it ever change?
On my wrist, its like a stain, I always see what those scars can do to me.
Time stands still, memories last, all the time I wonder,
Will I ever be able to let go of the past?
Theirs a new question everyday, I never get my answers anyway.
Theirs never any happiness, I thought their was supposed to be a light?
Once I stayed up all night, and cried until, I would hear sighs.
On my mind, theirs so much their, I wonder if you’ll ever care.
I wish you would see that I know your sorry,
But the pain, you still don’t see, this pain feeds off of me,
Everyday, every night. What I feel is no surprise.
I wear dark make-up to cover my eyes.
I walk in the rain so nobody can see me cry.
At times I just sigh, and think why do things happen.
Most people don’t understand how I feel.
My life is like too complicated enough, but when I heard we need a break,
I had enough, I needed to cut, witch I did.
You begged me to stop, but I wondered a lot. Why did you leave me for her.
Theirs a lot of things I don’t understand in life.
But this just confuses me. I always feel alone,
I have nobody their for me, most of the time when I do they usually don’t understand me.
When I walk in the rain, I know the sky feels my pain,
that’s usually why I sigh and cry, cause nobody can tell I just want to die.
The feeling of being alone has took its toll, and every good memory I have it stole.
I listen to my music turned up high and loud that way I don’t feel fear, what’s gonna happen next.
When will life finally be clear, I usually ask, right now its one big haze.
Most people think im going through a faze, but what they don’t know is I hold a secret,
That will never be replaced.
My life is always the same, will it ever change?
On my wrist, its like a stain, I always see what those scars can do to me.
Time stands still, memories last, all the time I wonder,
Will I ever be able to let go of the past?
Theirs a new question everyday, I never get my answers anyway.
Theirs never any happiness, I thought their was supposed to be a light?
Once I stayed up all night, and cried until, I would hear sighs.
On my mind, theirs so much their, I wonder if you’ll ever care.
I wish you would see that I know your sorry,
But the pain, you still don’t see, this pain feeds off of me,
Everyday, every night. What I feel is no surprise.
I wear dark make-up to cover my eyes.
I walk in the rain so nobody can see me cry.
At times I just sigh, and think why do things happen.
Most people don’t understand how I feel.
My life is like too complicated enough, but when I heard we need a break,
I had enough, I needed to cut, witch I did.
You begged me to stop, but I wondered a lot. Why did you leave me for her.
Theirs a lot of things I don’t understand in life.
But this just confuses me. I always feel alone,
I have nobody their for me, most of the time when I do they usually don’t understand me.
When I walk in the rain, I know the sky feels my pain,
that’s usually why I sigh and cry, cause nobody can tell I just want to die.
The feeling of being alone has took its toll, and every good memory I have it stole.
I listen to my music turned up high and loud that way I don’t feel fear, what’s gonna happen next.
When will life finally be clear, I usually ask, right now its one big haze.
Most people think im going through a faze, but what they don’t know is I hold a secret,
That will never be replaced.