With You

I never would have said this,
But I think that you should know,
Our friendship, I still miss it,
And I don't want it to show.

But caring was a good thing,
And everything fit perfectly,
Now I'm second guessing,
And changes follow me.

Nothing ever felt as safe as home,
And I'm afraid that what we had is gone,
But I'm doing my best,
And I'll tell you the rest:

You were always there,
And I knew you cared,
Loving you was natural,
Our family, we had it all,
The laughter, we shared it,
Good times and our own pain,
But now what do I do,
When I can't just laugh with you?

When I walk in through your doorway,
And your smile's insincere,
I remember knowing what to say,
But now I wonder why I'm here.

Is caring such a good thing,
Am I where I'm supposed to be,
The happiness it used to bring,
Never follows me.

Nothing ever felt as safe as home,
And I'm afraid that what we had is gone,
And I'm doing my best,
I will tell you the rest:

You were always there,
And I knew that you cared,
Loving you was natural,
Our family, we had it all,
The laughter, we made it,
Good times and the shared pain,
But now what do I do,
Now that I can't be near you?

Walking outside, my heart feels cold.
And that doesn't matter anymore.
Because I could handle it all,
But what you said hurts even more.

After everything, I still feel safe at home.
What we had will never let us go.
I wish you the best,
I need to get this off my chest:

You were always there,
And I felt that you cared,
Loving you is natural,
I wish that we still had it all,
The laughter, it faded,
The good times just bring pain,
And now what do I do,
When I don't remember you?

I will always be there,
I hope you know that I care,
'Cause loving you is natural,
Remember when we had it all,
The laughter, I cherish,
My smile, can't fake it,
And this is what I do,
When I remember you.