Your Words

To read the words on your mind
Is like a vicious stab to the heart
No matter what anyone does
You wrote those words about that girl
Pressed into my hand
"Keep it" said your lips
But I only want to keep those words
Have them for my own
As if I actually had a chance...
I hold this pain deep inside
Invisible to absolutely everyone
Wishing it was invisible to me too
Eating me alive when I hate time to think
Knowing my wishes will never be fulfilled
Sitting, still playing the friend card
Maybe I'll show what's up my sleeve
Or I'll keep playing like no big deal
Folding's not an option
I want it too much
And will keep it
Even if it's not all mine to take

"Keep it" was what I heard
But the context wasn't quite right for me.