Life Hurts, But Pain Kills.
I’ve had enough of this pain,
Im sick and tired of these games.
I cant take much more, before I walk right out that door.
I always thought their was always a light, when darkness came in mind.
I use to sit in my bedroom corner and cry, but you never asked why.
When I needed somebody, when I broke down, I thought I would’ve drowned
With all the tears around.
When I walk in the pouring rain, I feel just the same, I cry cause nobody can notice.
But I’m always to shy. My make-up would smear, as a tear rolled down my cheek,
Fear would always get to me, I sometimes think I’ll never be set free.
Im always scared of what life has to throw at me next,
At times I would sit In the bathroom, make scars hoping I would go to far.
Every bloody tear rolled down my wrist reminded me of all the things you’ve down to me.
Nobody usually sees the pain I hide, I usually hide it with a smile on my face,
By I know nobody’s by my side, the hurt, I go through, reminds me of me and you.
Maybe its time I make that final scar, because I know it wont tear us apart,
Cause that’s already happened, maybe I should spread my wings and be set free, for
Once in my lifetime it will finally be about me, maybe its time you see,
You don’t need me to live, nobody does.
You have her now, maybe its time I leave for good, will you miss me? Cause you should.
You said sorry, you said you loved me, but you know, I don’t think you really see.
every night I try to patch my heart, I always look up to the moon, hoping, dreaming, wishing my dream would come true.
One day ill hope you’ll pull through into seeing the mistake you made,
But I guess your memory will fade. I guess at night when I would lay down I would let out nothing
But a frown. Most of the times I knew , what I didn’t want to believe, I guess ill just have to believe
you’ll realize one day, how much I loved you today.
Sometimes I would never go to sleep, cause I knew your feelings for her were way to deep.
That just bothered me more then anything, my heart still isn’t healed to this day, cause we had it your way.
Since may I fell for you, but today, I guess I should’ve kept my feelings away.
Everybody says I know you better then everyone else, but now im starting to question myself, are you even true to yourself, don’t you know what you want? Many questions I need to ask but, im to afraid to say what I need to say last.
So many paths to take, I don’t know what to choose I guess cutting was the right way to me not you.
I cant hide the pain anymore, because my heart is so sore, even though everyday I still adore.
Many times I would think about you, but now I think I wasted my time, cause these poems to you might just be rhymes, but to me their my feelings, their true, and their alive.
I give up on life, I tried so hard for you but I guess you’ll never pull through im sorry it came down to this but I still love you, but I guess were through.
Im sick and tired of these games.
I cant take much more, before I walk right out that door.
I always thought their was always a light, when darkness came in mind.
I use to sit in my bedroom corner and cry, but you never asked why.
When I needed somebody, when I broke down, I thought I would’ve drowned
With all the tears around.
When I walk in the pouring rain, I feel just the same, I cry cause nobody can notice.
But I’m always to shy. My make-up would smear, as a tear rolled down my cheek,
Fear would always get to me, I sometimes think I’ll never be set free.
Im always scared of what life has to throw at me next,
At times I would sit In the bathroom, make scars hoping I would go to far.
Every bloody tear rolled down my wrist reminded me of all the things you’ve down to me.
Nobody usually sees the pain I hide, I usually hide it with a smile on my face,
By I know nobody’s by my side, the hurt, I go through, reminds me of me and you.
Maybe its time I make that final scar, because I know it wont tear us apart,
Cause that’s already happened, maybe I should spread my wings and be set free, for
Once in my lifetime it will finally be about me, maybe its time you see,
You don’t need me to live, nobody does.
You have her now, maybe its time I leave for good, will you miss me? Cause you should.
You said sorry, you said you loved me, but you know, I don’t think you really see.
every night I try to patch my heart, I always look up to the moon, hoping, dreaming, wishing my dream would come true.
One day ill hope you’ll pull through into seeing the mistake you made,
But I guess your memory will fade. I guess at night when I would lay down I would let out nothing
But a frown. Most of the times I knew , what I didn’t want to believe, I guess ill just have to believe
you’ll realize one day, how much I loved you today.
Sometimes I would never go to sleep, cause I knew your feelings for her were way to deep.
That just bothered me more then anything, my heart still isn’t healed to this day, cause we had it your way.
Since may I fell for you, but today, I guess I should’ve kept my feelings away.
Everybody says I know you better then everyone else, but now im starting to question myself, are you even true to yourself, don’t you know what you want? Many questions I need to ask but, im to afraid to say what I need to say last.
So many paths to take, I don’t know what to choose I guess cutting was the right way to me not you.
I cant hide the pain anymore, because my heart is so sore, even though everyday I still adore.
Many times I would think about you, but now I think I wasted my time, cause these poems to you might just be rhymes, but to me their my feelings, their true, and their alive.
I give up on life, I tried so hard for you but I guess you’ll never pull through im sorry it came down to this but I still love you, but I guess were through.