Why Did You Do This.

I know you never loved me, I know a lot.
But you don’t see, you think you know me so well, when you
don’t know me at all, I remember when you broke my heart,
It hurt me a lot, as I write this many tears roll down my face,
You should know, that nobody’s gonna take your place.

don’t you understand the pain you’ve caused, I thought you loved me,
I thought many things, but I now know their nothing but lies,
All the time I want to cry, but every night I seem to hide,
One day I know ill breakdown, and cut again, but hey remember all the times we had spend
You told me not to cut, I even promised you, but hey you don’t understand the pain I feel,
I guess id rather have dead memories instead of real.

You know you make me feel worser about myself everyday, but don’t you see I cant be happy,
you took that away. The scars on my arms and wrists, hold bad memories, they hold stories that finished me off.

I know you might not have a heart, but im the one that’s dead inside,
I cant believe you just hugged her right in front of my eyes.
I give up, you’ve won this game, but I know you’ll always be the same,
But you need to change before you lose at your own game.

you’ve broken so many hearts, and many people have split us apart,
But I guess that was a start, I use to think you weren’t a typical guy, until I saw
Who you really were in my eyes.

I love you still, but obviously we will never be what I wanted us to be, cause you were to blind to see.
How we were meant to be.