Social Image

I never realized I felt this way,
when I should've known right away,
this feeling is good,
a great change for me,
I put up a smile,
and let them watch me bleed

shattered mirrors spread across my floor,
I saw my reflection leave out the door,
it was pissed,
because I changed,
but I guess it didn't understand,
I need to be re-arranged

Built up confidence,
built up trust,
based on accidents,
based on lust,
I was lied to,
and I denied you
you slipped my grip

oh why,
of where,
did my social image go?