The New Light

Why do people in my life hurt me so?
I hide my feelings so they do not know.
The Pain thats inside that i hide.

How can they not see?
When the pain is inside of me?
And i try not to cry but,
Some tell me they want to die.
Because or their life at home,
But they dont relize im all alone.

Why do i sit here?
Holding in all my fear?
I know that i should stop this,
Come clean and hope for the best.
And i pray that someday... Some way...
I will see a new light.