Emotions
Adorable
The way you looked at me as you told me your secrets after only knowing me for two hours, as if you were asking me with your eyes, ‘Am I right? Can I trust you?’
Agonising
That you fill my whole head right up, and I don’t think about anything else for hours; you are all I want to talk about, but I hate it.
Annoying
That you are so lovely, so kind, so funny, so friendly, so weird, so cool, so cute.
Beautiful
The sound of your laugh, and the way you leant forward like you found it so funny that you couldn’t hold yourself up and you needed me, to hold you up.
Dumb
How you tried to pretend you had flab when you didn’t, and you were so desperately scraping at your stomach but there just wasn’t any fat there.
Funny
The stuff you said in the ‘awkward’ silence- that didn’t feel awkward at all, it felt special. It was really rather retarded but I loved you for it. It made me laugh that you started talking about urinals and stuff. =] you deserve a smiley face for it.
Huggable
The way you ran after me to say goodbye, even though it meant that I very, very nearly missed my tram because I was hugging you.
Horrible
That you linger in my thoughts after I talk to you.
Hurtful
That my heart leaps when you speak.
Mean
That it still hurts even though I am happy that you are my friend and I don’t need anymore than that.
Nothing
No matter how hard I try, I know it won’t make any difference.
Pointless
That I even try to look pretty, when I know that you will never like me.
Sad
That I care that you will never like me.
Silly
That I even hope all my assumptions are wrong and that actually you have a taste for ugly fat little losers.
Special
That I don’t even care if you never like me because you are my friend and that means the world to me.
Stupid
That I think about you so much
Sweet
The way you smile.
You
So imperfect and broken that I just love you all the more every day.
The End
The way you looked at me as you told me your secrets after only knowing me for two hours, as if you were asking me with your eyes, ‘Am I right? Can I trust you?’
Agonising
That you fill my whole head right up, and I don’t think about anything else for hours; you are all I want to talk about, but I hate it.
Annoying
That you are so lovely, so kind, so funny, so friendly, so weird, so cool, so cute.
Beautiful
The sound of your laugh, and the way you leant forward like you found it so funny that you couldn’t hold yourself up and you needed me, to hold you up.
Dumb
How you tried to pretend you had flab when you didn’t, and you were so desperately scraping at your stomach but there just wasn’t any fat there.
Funny
The stuff you said in the ‘awkward’ silence- that didn’t feel awkward at all, it felt special. It was really rather retarded but I loved you for it. It made me laugh that you started talking about urinals and stuff. =] you deserve a smiley face for it.
Huggable
The way you ran after me to say goodbye, even though it meant that I very, very nearly missed my tram because I was hugging you.
Horrible
That you linger in my thoughts after I talk to you.
Hurtful
That my heart leaps when you speak.
Mean
That it still hurts even though I am happy that you are my friend and I don’t need anymore than that.
Nothing
No matter how hard I try, I know it won’t make any difference.
Pointless
That I even try to look pretty, when I know that you will never like me.
Sad
That I care that you will never like me.
Silly
That I even hope all my assumptions are wrong and that actually you have a taste for ugly fat little losers.
Special
That I don’t even care if you never like me because you are my friend and that means the world to me.
Stupid
That I think about you so much
Sweet
The way you smile.
You
So imperfect and broken that I just love you all the more every day.
The End