Treasured

How could you?
-Do this to me
Popular opinion was-
Had everything!
What are you?
-Saying we had lust for love?
Facts-
Beyond reasoning!
I Hate you for what you’ve done-
The liar you’ve become-
Loving you still-

Separate and apart-
Yet so close!
Nights of cold-
Blankets of snow and ice-
Can’t get warm!
Fuel the fire-
-To leave me
Alone and wounded-
Nothing to do with you-
But me- You said-
I was Unworthy!

Your choices-
Poor in themselves- Pour me-
All over the floor-
Wounded, Aching Blood!
I’m dying in the Shadow-
Your reckless abandon-
I can’t keep you- But-
She can for all time!?
I loved you- Loved despite Lust-
Nothing to do with her-
She was there- Not like me-

Bitterness fuels the engine-
Burning midnight Love-
You went to her- Came home to me-
Have I lost- Have I lost you?
My crimson pain- A boiling one!
Stemming from Cold and Disease-
Steaming and Percolating-
This loss on you!
Not that I wanted- I never had you!
Go to her then-
Tell her your piteous secrets!

If you would-
Could- Measure the wealth of a soul-
One who lost everything- With nothing to gain-
To one who never had- With everything to lose-
Thought I knew-
-The way I’d answer such a posed agony
The one who can’t face themselves- Refraction in full color-
As you never saw me- Didn’t believe in us-
We are Lost!
A Treasure you’ll never find-
Locked up tight within me…