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i've been sittin here for days by myself
i've been waiting for you
the whole time i was crying
i swear that your cars and everything else means more to you than i do
i'm starting now
and i won't stop till i'm done
my life is worthless and no one cares enough to stop me
i can't stop it
it's taken control of me
i'm bleeding everywhere
i wish you were here and actually cared about me
now i'm gone who will u ignore???
i hope someone shows you how it feels
i hope you come and find me
your the one who deserves to die
i hope you're fuckin happy
my blade is still in my hand
all i wanted was to be beautiful
and loved but now i see i'll never be
I hope you're sad and go through what i had to go through