To Love, But Not Love

Still not getting why I feel this
When you've been anything but kind
Yet there's that feeling in my heart
You're always on my mind

I'm going a little crazy
I've heard that you are too
Most my time is spent wishing
I could change my feelings for you

Shaking out my thoughts
Beating them to dust
No matter what we do
My love is just a must

Tell me that you hate me
Make the emotion something strong
Maybe it'll prove my heart
What it's thinking is all wrong

I can't wait until we leave
After my senior year
Different places we will go
Neither of us will be here

Until that point of no return
We've still got two years to go
It may be hard and painful
But it will end soon, I know