I hate it...

i hate the way people try to change me
i hate the way that i give in
i hate the way i upset people
i hate that i apologise when ive done nothing wrong
i hate the way i am percieved
i hate it because its not me
i hate the cruelty towards animals
i hate that people are treated worse
i hate the degrading stares of other people
i hate talking to people about how i feel
i hate it when people try to change my views or opinions just because
i hate it when i dont have a say in my life
i hate saying anything at all
i hate being at school
i hate being with people
i hate it when i dont get time to myself
i hate it when reality sets in
i hate feeling tired
i hate it when i can't dream
i hate it when people think im a nerd
i hate it because sometimes its the truth
i hate it when i feel dumb
i hate it when im to smart
i hate being the centre of attention
i hate being invisble
i hate it when i go without music
i hate it that my heart breaks
i hate it because its not real
i hate it because i would give anything for love
i hate that people think they have me all sorted out
i hate it because its an act
i hate it because its not me
i hate it because i dont know who i am
i hate it becuase i dont know who i'll be
i hate it becuase its not me

"this is the part when the end starts---I hate this part right here"