I can't stop crying

I can’t stop crying.
A throbbing ache from deep inside,
Sweet words lying,
So I wouldn't give up this fight.
Why can’t they see that
I’m dying.

There is no innocents in this place.
We chased it all away.
Hiding behind my mask of a face
Deprived of the light of day
I became blind
Not able to find
A reason to not give in.

Is it a sin?

I’m just the way they made me to be
I didn't have a say in it.
tears fleeing out of my swollen eyes
As I remember all the things they did.
I realize, they never noticed my pain
I keep on sobbing in the pouring rain.

I can’t stop crying.
A throbbing ache from deep inside.
hope, promises,
they were all lies
I’m tired of these fights.

Why can’t they see,
That I am dying.
Leaving all my pain behind,
In this rotting world
That took away my heart
Pointing and laughing,
as I fell apart.

My hopelessness is spreading,
like a disease,
Infecting me.
Collapsing on my knees,
I scream.
Why can’t they just stop the pain.
Shoot me in the head.
Embrace me in sudden death.
You wanted me broken,
It’s not like you care.
Come on, I’m dying
Laugh, Point and Stare.

A throbbing ache from deep inside.
Sweet words.
Lying.
I gave up the fight.
Why can’t they see
That I am dying.
I tried and every time I failed again,
Leaving me blinded by pain.

I
Can’t
Stop
Crying…