Words I Just Let Fly

This isn’t gonna work if you don’t want it to
A friendship just can’t last with one side falling through
I wanna keep it just how it is without changing one damn thing
I’ve tried to make this happen, to work out as well as it can
This can only last so long, before one of us says it can’t

You say you deal with it everyday
I think it’s amazing you even can
But somewhere down the line
I realize its what you just can stand.

I have to say goodbye for at least tonight
To think about what I said and maybe you could shed some light
It may have been cruel, but to me it was true
I’m sorry I just couldn’t lie
I really meant what I said the words I just let fly

I never meant to annoy you, with all my immature thoughts
I just wanted to share the future I thought I would always want
You were there for a long time but separate paths tear us apart
I don’t want to lose this but I may just lose my heart
Giving up seems so unfair to all that we have done
But what is one to do when there is basically only one

You say you deal with it everyday
I think it’s amazing you even can
But somewhere down the line
I realize its what you just can stand.

I have to say goodbye at least just for tonight
To think about what I said and maybe shed some light
It may have been cruel, but to me it was true
I’m sorry I just couldn’t lie
I really meant what I said the words just seemed to fly

What will happen now that I’ve made my point
Will you hate me because you think I didn’t care?
I’m sorry what I said was mean but there were feeling I just had to share
I want to be friends for all the little my opinion is worth
If we could just get a long and make this work

Just for tonight I’ll forget we were friends
I’ll forget every word you’ve ever said
Just so I can sleep tonight so I can empty my pain-filled head
I’ll go back to a time when I didn’t know you
A time when I all I needed was a clue
I said I would never forget you but for now it will ease the pain
My dreams will try and leave you, leave you far away

You say you deal with it everyday
I think it’s amazing you even can
But somewhere down the line
I realize its what you just can stand.

I have to say goodbye at least just for tonight
To think about what I said and maybe shed some light
It may have been cruel but to me it was true
I’m sorry I just couldn’t lie
I really meant what I said but the words just seemed to fly…