Stabbed

It’s just lies, I know
It’s just words in another language
That only one of us speaks
You make me feel so stupid
I make you feel so weak
I’ll cry if you want me to
I’ll do what it takes to
Go back where we were
Cause I can’t stop loving you

It feels like I stabbed myself in the back
I know it’s just a waste of time
But still, I can’t stop
It’s harder than you think
It’s harder than it should be
And when all memories leave
I guess I’ll be okay
But the knife has left a hole
That no one can heal

I swallow the pain it caused me
I use my sword to fight it
The wounds you left me with
Are too big to heal
My dreams is being haunted by you
The ones that used to be so sweet
Are now gone and incomplete
Why did you have to leave?
Did you really want to hurt me?

It was worse than thought
It was worse than you said it would be
I gave you a life
I gave you my heart
But you threw it all away
The best place for lies is in my head
And I suppose you’ve heard
That I’ve been stabbed
My heart is not the same
Now only time will heal the pain