The broken doll I am

Shove me, hit me,
make me bleed
Never let me be
There’s nothing I can possibly need.

Scream at me,
lie to me,
promise me things you’ll never give.
Take away all my reasons to live
by telling the heartbreaking truth.

Frighten me, hate me,
whisper how worthless I really am
Say that you love me
while you mean that you don’t care
and after-wards pretend that I’m not there.

Kill me, suffocate me
blame me,
for everything that ever went wrong.
Pain me
for everything I’ve ever done.
Hurt me in every way you can.
Just treat me,
like the broken doll I am.