A painful lesson

I do it again and again,
And the pain sets in anon.
And then, oh then,
I think I should’ve forgone
this trip to this place which hurts me so.
And yet, I don’t even know why it hurts:
Jealousy’s my best guess.
I wish I could avert
all this pain.

Oh again, again
I bit my lip
And make it bleed.
For you I’ve lost:
That I concede.
You don’t know the cost.
I still have a need
To talk to you,
To see you,
I love you,
The way only a best friend could.
I would’ve been your friend even if we didn’t have a sou
between us.

But in my heart we’ll always be friends:
One day we’ll look back and smile.
And the hurt will go away in the end.
I just wish kaitlin would change her profile.