Heartache

Heart break and a side ache, is it the result of being staked?
No, that’s wrong, I’ve been feeling this way too long.

Do I have to feel? Can I just go numb?
Throw all the feelings away and hide what’s become?

I’d be better off, with just me and myself,
Every day growing more and more stealth.

Avoiding everyone, see what you’ve done?
You’ve turned me into a coward, are you having fun?

That smile on your face, I wonder, is it real?
Or is it fake and you actually know I feel?

It hurts that you’re gone, but I can maintain,
What I really wonder is, are you in pain?

She’s phony, but you don’t even realize,
I know you’ll get what’s coming, so just continue to fantasize.

It’s you’re problem not mine,
You screwed up and can’t go back in time,

Just wanted to let you know, I’ve stopped blaming myself, and moved on,
The heart break, side ache feeling is now gone.