Not Your Star

You give your heart and soul,
Yet I don't feel a thing,
You give your heart and soul,
Yet I don't feel longing.

You say we'll last forever,
Carry on till the end,
You say that you'll look after me,
That you'll fight and defend.

Am I supposed to feel for you?
Am I supposed to love?
Am I supposed to want you?
Thank them from above?

There's someone else I wish for,
But he just walks on by,
You ask me if I love him,
I always, always lie.

I know you deserve another girl,
Someone who loves you too,
I try and say it's over,
I don't know what to do.

You always try your hardest,
To make me always smile,
The sad truth actually is,
I haven't for a while.

I know that you're too good for me,
But I don't seem to see,
I've only got eyes for the black-haired poser,
He's the only one for me.

I never really loved you,
Even though you'll go far,
Just accept the fact,
I am not your star.