Pain

When you look at me,
What do you see?
I see a broken pile of……nothing,
Everything you say to me is like a new cut,
A new cut inside my body.

The sad thing is I remember when I first felt the pain,
The pain in which made me numb,
The pain is being burnt then cutting that burn,
But for the first time in my life I didn’t have to,
Feel the pain to see myself bleed.

Until you told me I should have been aborted,
That was the first time in a long time I felt pain,
You also took my childhood away,
To act like a child,
While I acted like a mother at the age of 10.

You are the one who wanted to abort me,
And yet I,
Forgive you,
Mom,
I forgive you.