Neurotic Fear

Look at me alone again
A lover without her friend

Loneliness
A word I know too well
yet here I am once again
heartless and empty.

No ones here to wipe my tears
if i take these pills will they make me fell better ?

will i feel numb
or will i feel things
i shouldn't ?
Look into my eyes and yhuu will seee fear.

I want to kill loneliness
but without anyone
how can i without
dying ?

how do i know
that i wont be hurt
when i try to dream
murdered raped in my own bed

why did yhuu leave me
am i that terrible
am i not the one yhuu want
am i not her
is that it ??
AM I NOT HER !

Or am i just C R A Z Y
shoot me
im fucking crazy !!
C R A Z Y !!