You're Never There

It’s An Obsession To Think About You!..
And Forgetful To Hate You…
I Sometimes Wonder Why God Made You?!...

I May Like You But It Feels So Wrong,
I’ve Been Thinking About You Now For So Long…

You Seem Like Every One Else Yet You Feel So Different!
Would You Believe Me If I Told You That I loved You?
I Wouldn’t Believe You If You Said It To Me First!
Thinking Of You Is Becoming Worse…

I Can Never Say Anything To Your Face!
I Just Wonna Leave This Awful Place…

I Need To Be Away From These Messed Up Thoughts
That Make No Cense! Just Hearing Your Name Makes
Me Feel Tense…

I Don’t Think I Can Ever Be What You Would Wish
For Even If I Tried, Your Something I Wonna Hide…

I’ve Been Getting All These Signs That Tell Me
Should Mean Something But Its Not So Clear, I Don’t
Really Think Your Worth Shedding One Tear…

30/9/2008