I know

“I know”

I know
I know I’m not fully there half the time,
And I know I’m not as strong as I appear to be,
I know that, you were my everything,
And I now know that you took it all away,
You stole me,

I can’t help but think,
It was my entire fault,
And I can’t help but ponder,
If we’re really meant to part,
Maybe you just never knew,
And maybe I just never had a clue,
All I can say is I love you,
And hope it means half as much to you,
Then it does to me,

But then I think,
That maybe it was your fault,
And that you just didn’t care enough,
As I fell down in dark,
That you really didn’t mind,
Because I wasn’t one of your kind,
And that you just couldn’t accept the fact,
That I wouldn’t sink as low as you,
So it made you back away,
And make excuses to make yourself feel better,
And how it’s not that bad,
I loved you so much,
That it didn’t really matter that I was sad,
Because you, always,
Came before me,

I don’t know how,
And I don’t know why,
You didn’t have to be this way,
You always used to be so shy,
I sometimes think,
I’ve changed you for the worst,
I brought you out, and everything seemed to burst,

If my words, my breath,
Meant anything to you,
You’d be there, and ask me if I was okay
You’d be there when I didn’t want you to stay,
You’d be there, when I hated your guts,
You’d be there, and not be some kind of pussy fuck,

But I do know,
That you’ll never be who you used to be,
And now I see, I just hoped it hadn’t ended this way,
It hurt me,
I just can’t let go,
I no longer glow;
Just goes to show,
You ruined me,
And,
Continue to hit be below…