The End Result of my Latest Regret

as i slit your throat
i watch
as you try to gasp
for your last breath
then i think to myself
will i regret this in the end
i know
eventually
i will
you were all i had
and now that youre gone
i have nothing to live for
i just couldnt stand the sight
of seeing you with her
instead of me
all i ever wanted
was for you to be happy
but with no one else
but me
evedently that couldnt be
so now im sitting here
that same knife to my throat
i ask for your forgivness
as i begin to choke.