how i feel about her

One day I'm gonna forget your name
and one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain
I dream in darkness
I sleep to die e
rase the silence
erase my life
our burning ashes
blacken the day
a world of nothingness
blow me away
I know you don't believe in me
I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with me
Darling, I forgive you after all
anything is better than to be alone
and in the end I guess I had to fall
always find my place among the ashes
guess it wasn't real after all
guess it wasn't real all along
If I fall and all is lost all alone is where i belong
In a dream
will you give your love to me
beg my broken heart to beat
save my life
change my mind
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep
all I want is you
I can't save your life
though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides
blame it on me
and set your guilt free
I can't change who I am
not this time, I wont lie to keep you near me
and in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up
my love wasn't enough
far beneath my nightmares and loneliness
I hate me
for breathing without you
I don't want to feel anymore for you
nothing real love can't undo and
though I may have lost my way
all paths lead straight to you
I believe our love can see us through in death
You're not alone
no matter what they told you you're not alone
I'll be right beside you forevermore I'm coming for you
We're all grieving
lost and bleeding
can't hold onto the fear that I'm lost without you
the death of today I'm alone now
me and all I stood for
we're wandering now
all in parts in pieces, swim lonely
find your own way out
its growing colder without your love
all my fears turn to rage its breaking me
Guess I thought I'd have to change the world
to make you see me
to be the one
I could have run forever
but how for would I have come
without mourning your love?
lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me
crave my heart and its bleeding in your hand
I've completely lost myself and I don't mind
I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
pour real life down on me
cause I can't hold on to anything this good
enough
am I good enough
for you to love me too?
so take care what you ask of me
cause I can't say no