What If?

Shot through the heart, can you tell if it’s still beating?

If you took my breath away, how am I still standing?

If everything fell, why am I still standing?

If the show’s over already, why are we still pretending?

If the waves crash over me, would you think I’d be saved?

Or would you think I died and just visit my grave?

Or would you cremate me and spread my ashes all over the sea?

And wonder if I were still alive, what would we be?

But those were only thoughts, not everything ends with a happily ever after and a happy the end

Everything changes, you went away and now I wonder when I can see your face again

I’d miss your voice, your smile, especially your face

I’d put everything behind us and leave everything out of place

I’d do anything just to get you back here, back here where you belong

I never said I was perfect so don’t blame me when I get things wrong

But no matter how many mistakes I made and no matter what I’ve done

I’d always end up losing you and regret everything coz now you’re gone

You became a necessity, like the air I breathe

Like the blood that runs through my veins, like my very heart that needs every beat

Without these things, I’d be nothing and it would seem that gravity is pulling me down even more

With you I soared so high but once you went away, I slowly slid back down to the floor

This all may seem like another lie in your very ears

But trust me, if you won’t believe me, I promise you, I’d face my every fear

And all the things I can do just for you to get me right

Coz you know I can never give in without a fight…

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