Why Do I love Him?

Why do I love a guy like you ?
A guy who pulls my hair.
A guy who laughs when Im on the
goddamn ground
WHY DO I LOVE HIM.

And yet with every heartbeat,
I feel those butterflies
and with every birdsong
I feel your whispers
I feel your arms round my waist
I feel you breath as you bite my neck

This passion again
and yet when Im on my last cigarette
you'll give me none when you have more
and when Im on my knees
you'll watch as they make me bleed again

and yet this passion I can't resist
I feel your breath down my neck
that slight movement of your waist
against mine
that gentle kiss
that turns into a near death experince
this lack of oxygen
oh God I'm dying

Please let me breathe
let me catch my lung again
let me live
let me live
LET ME BREATHE !

You basterd you did it again
you fucking killed me
you stole my heart
killed my fucking lungs
but that was amazing....
why am I doing this ?
FUCK
LET ME BREATHE !
i CAN'T
.....

You killed me again.