thinking of you

i would like to point out before hand.. i suck at poetry... please comment after reading

Evry wakeing moment thinking of you
knife in my hand to help stop dreams come true
Blood on the blade stops my pain
life without you i go insane
Ill cry myself to sleep tonight
trying to win the mantal fight
knife to the wrist
lyk bulet to brain
Been drove out of someones life again
cold hard steel crashed through my vein