Those ***ing Parents

They would never stop, never, those parents,
They hurt me so much; they don’t really love me,
Shouting all the fucking time, never a break from their words,
I was always their target.

They said, be normal, but why?
Being normal isn’t me and it never will be,
All I want to be is something they aren’t,
But yet still they control my life day in, day out.

I want to be my own person,
Love and be whoever I want,
But that isn’t good enough for them, it never will.
Whore, Fag, Bitch, all those words came flying at me.
They just want me to be just like them.

They don’t love me, they never will,
I don’t want their love and I never will,
They have to accept me, or they’ll lose me forever,
Yet they don’t know that, if only they would open their eyes.

Would that one thing solve all my problems?
I thought about it...and yeah it would,
I would do them all a favour and leave them behind,
They wouldn’t worry; they would be guilty knowing they had caused it.

That day gets nearer and nearer,
I’ll be proud of what I am no matter what,
I will never change, until the day I die.

I’ll be the person my parents didn’t want me to be. I was the person they couldn’t change and the person that they had killed inside. They could never change me and I never would.

Dedicated to my own parents, who don’t really love me and think I am shit to them. They couldn’t love me properly and I couldn’t help but hate them. They always wanted me to change but I never will and I’ll always be what I am.
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