That drink went too far

And tonight,
I'll lie awake in bed.
Wondering where you are,
When in reality,
I know your with her.
I know I'm last night's news,
and a faded memory.
Sweetheart,
You took that puridy from me.
Don't even try to hide it,
I've gotten requests.
Telling your buddy's I'm a toy?
Telling your friends I can be played with?
I'm broken in,
Broken down.
Broken completely.
You took that sweetness from me.
I'll still lie awake in bed,
Wondering why I did what I did with you.
Too many drinks.
I'll cry tonight,
and I'll cry tomarrow.
Let's hope it will be a negative sign.
I made a mistake,
I can't regret it though.
The drinks got a hold of me.
The things you did to me.
Took advantage,
Are you a man now?
Do you feel like a man?
Cause it hurts thinking about it.
Hurts, I wonder what I was thinking.
But I'll lie awake in bed,
Thinking about you.
Wondering where you are.
When, I know.
You're with her.