As my heart bleeds black

As my heart bleeds black
my breathes become shallow
i wanna run
i wanna scream
but there's no escapeing this pain
as i sit outside in the rain
and wait for the perfect guy
the guy who will appreciate
me just for being me

As my heart bleeds black
my breaths become shallow
i wanna cry
i wanna die
just to escape this pain
that i feel as i sit in the rain
and think of my perfect guy
the one i had, the one i lost
the one i'll never foget

As my heart bleeds black
my breathes become shallow
i can't breathe
i can't think
but the pain is gone
for me at lest
but not for my friends
and family for which
i have left behind